nightmare
Wednesday, November 21, 2007
man i think i'll be moving to livejournal blogger is killing me. and i end myfairytale here. i'llbe going back home and and my maid going back TONIGHT.kinda like a nightmare suddenly say going home like wth, so i have to do hse work like starting from tmr. tsk.
www.grabbingon.livejournal.com here is it. i'll still blog here depends on my mood.
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I'm trying to tell you how much you mean to me
Monday, November 19, 2007
Yesterday night hanged around at the playground. Talked to cousin. then soon got to go back up. Bathe and then watched tv all the way till 2+ den I slept. todqay actually woke up at like 10.30am quite early for me. haha. but I only had like 8+h and I dont feel tired tht's like so not me. but anyway I had been here since 12. and I want to change the skin but I cant Carin currently helping me with it. Fiddle around with the codes I hate it luh. Whats wrong with my acc. luh. I dont want change to another acc cos this one got all the memories. yea. from 2006 till noe I guess. Got stuck to Apologise-Timbaland. Its too late to apologise Its too late I say its too late to apologise its too late. ah. Niceeeeee. It better not rain I need walk to watson buy my toothbrush. I forgot to bring my toothbrush here luh. And I got abit freak out by ____ JET help. ur at camp and nobody can talk to me to tell me what to do luh. Dam I cant go far without you. Yea okay thts it might come back ltr. bye.
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Maybe some day you'll change
well today stupid woke me up at 9.50 I so dam tired luh. But at least not go my sis sch watch her perform today went to terminal 3 (Changi Airport) den tour around den went to Expo for food fair TO JANELLE TAN ELISE I DIDNT BREAK THE DEAL I DIDNT EAT ANYTHING. i seriously didnt eat anything to full to. Or maybe cos of my braces. Then i ended up at my cousin house. fun fun today. painted my nails black. kayy gtg help my cousin paint it black too. BYE!
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I am losing myself.
Sunday, November 18, 2007
Stupid blogger I blogged but the space is empty so have to blog again. tmr will be going to airport to take a look at terminal 3 den go to food fair at singapore expo die our deal JET): tag along? hahaha. den will be going to cousin hse stayover. after all the sad sad moment finally laughter and fun. hais. tsk. nevine and shab cant make it for party either. JET tell me u will be coming and stay over okay. haha. well nothing much.BYE.
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2 pic
Saturday, November 17, 2007
141107(: book of physics.
Groupies.
i'll get the other pic up soon i currently only got this 2.
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Puffy eyes man.
Man people stop it I dont want anymore puffy eyes okay. Seo Rin Janelle Jannelle Luyi Yasira Jae Young Samantha T Jin Hui Valerie Danielle Evan Dashini Bekah May Yin Glenda Jacqueline Mrs Lee Miss Teo Bilah thanks for the huggies(: and comfort. well today woke up den went to my sis sch-.- went home and slept luh. its like 12am to 8am den from 12pm to 6pm. i think i am getting sick.its arh idk but i feel tired now luh. pig xp hahaha. i feel tired man. tsk. watching tv now. JET! imagining life without you)':
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I hate this goodbye.
Friday, November 16, 2007
It the last day of school. I hate yas she made me cry. she came to me like crying and I started. tsk. it was for awhile. Headed for St.Andrew Cathedral. Sam was shocked to see me in braces. hahaha. And den after service waterworks started. Seorin no more tears okay. Miss teo Mrs Lee killed me. hahaha. Yasira + Sze lin=heartful Luyi + Rachel=heartless. hahaha. We were loser going to Vivo with a red nose. Took MRT alighted at douby waited for Ti den went off to Habourfront. Ti was like want fries? I took and I realise I cant bite. haha. Bite and it will ache. But I survived eating Long John Silver pushing the fish to the back of my teeth chew den swallow. Haha. Den after that we went to take a train on the way up met Evan but ran off to catch train. We were all wearing shorts with only Ti wearing jeans. Oh yes for your info took train to sentosa(: haha. den we alighted at the beach station. den luyi was like lets take tht "car" we hopped in realise we are in the wrong "car" hahaha. It was taking us to Tanjong Beach when we wna go to Siloso. with all the huh? look on our faces. so den decieded to walk there. dump our bags play water. hahaha. den snap snap. It was fun. And luyi the main thing was to get you all WET luh. hahaha. I got wet. haha. Anyone know how to do stepping stone? I wna learn(: And luyi I want those pic okay. den we headed back to vivo in the train. Luyi was sitting so un-glamly. hahaha. Oops. den we went home. Rachel alighted at Boon Keng with me and walked home. Reach home read all the farewell notes and open Jae young's present. THANK YOU SO MUCH(: just wna say some stuff to some ppl.
JET; 5 years of Janelle Elise Tan and nxt year no more already. how? haha. The journey wasnt easy but we pulled through it. You must take care alright. I dont wish you to transfer to st.margs becos you injure yourself. I will miss you and will always(: Dont take care and I will kill you! psps i hate you for making me cry and hate you for being so close its hard to let go.
Seorin; Girl! I dont want to see anymore tears from you on 22nd November okay! Its great knowing you(: I will miss you(:
Jaeyoung; Hey although we werent tht close we spent the 2nd last day of school together and had fun. Must remember me kay! I wna have more fun with JAE YOUNG! haha. i'll miss you.
Rachel;Sorry I havent give you a farewell note. 22nd okay. I'm glad to put everything aside in the beginning of the yr and making you become a part of my life. although its such a short period of time I still have memories with you tht I'll nv forget. I will miss you(:
To my dearest class 6 PATIENCE'07 this year aint easy but we pulled through it together. It a pleasure to be in 6 Patience. Thanks for those wonderful memories. I will miss you guys alot like how I am now(:
Its only 11h 35min and I am missing you guys. I cant bear to leave the school. I didnt say goodbye to miss yeo and lao shi and mrs ang. miss chua and miss seng not in school. But thanks for being the teacher tht always care abt us. I nv thought I would miss someone so badly until they leave. In this case we leave. Thats true. We never cherish the times we had with Miss yeo and now its time to go. have to move on. Thanks teachers. I swear I'll miss you(:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Thursday, November 15, 2007
It has been so long since we have talkedI hope that things are still the samehoping they will never changecause what we had can't be replaceddon't let our memories fade awaykeep me in your heart for alwaysYou made me believethat I can do almost anythingstood right by methrough the tears through everythingI'll remember you,and baby that's forever trueyou're the one that I'll always missnever thought it would feel like thisI'll be there for you, no matter what you're goin' throughin my heart you'll always be, forever babyI'll remember youI promise you I won't forget the times we shared, the tears we criedYou'll always be the sun in my skyIt may be fate that brings us back to meet again somedayEven though we go seprate waysYou made me believethat I can do almost anythingYou stood right by methrough the tears through everythingI'll remember yooooou,and baby that's forever trueyou're the one that I'll always missnever thought it would feel like thisI'll be there for yooooou, no matter what your goin' throughin my heart you'll always be, forever babyI'll remember youIf the day should come when you need someone(you know that i'll follow)I will be thereDon't ever let therebe a doubt in your mind 'cause I'll remember you, youI'll remember you,and baby that's forever trueyou're the one that I'll always missnever thought it would feel like thisI'll be there for you, no matter what your goin' throughin my heart you'll always be, forever babyI'll remember youForever baby, I'll remember youjae young sang this for miss chua its really nice. Justa short msg to my dearest friends. Although this year is a very challenging year we had fun and had pulled through it together. You guys became a part of me. Its so hard to say goodbye but its time. I'll always remember you yea. Never forget me too(: I love you guys. all the best. friends forever(:
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I'll remember you guys(:
Yesterday's Grad night rock. HAHA. When I went there its like phew most of tesam wearing skirt. HAHA. Danielle rock in my skirt. hahaha. We played games then had dinner. followed by the play by the teams tht got shortlisted. den the saddening part; teachers singing of songs our candles were lighted too. Cried and I cried and I cried. I didnt thought I would cry so badly. And when i receive hugs it just roll down. And I made janelle cry. hahaha. After everything those not staying over went home and poor us have to mop the floor in skirt. argh la. Miss Goh!! hahahaha. went to bathe and then help out with our children day's gift. Yasira was hypering. I got the video upload it when I got my USB wire thingy. HAHA. and then we finished it was like 12+ so we continue to play around the room. hahaha. Blasted the music. and then I was alone at tht corner before Evan came over and accompany me. Went down to have supper then went to basketball court. Amazingly there were alot of stars. HAHA. fun fun. snap snap then go up to hall. wasnt doing anything much just talk listen to music. yea.
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Grad night.
Wednesday, November 14, 2007
Today got the NE cluster game thing. Not that fun luh. But we manage to rush back to school for the nativity play we were a few mintues late and we heard that duno which teacher was singing. LOL. but anyway I was worried cos we had to take out our shoes and socks and I got my black nail polish so I was afraid of being spotted but never luh. It all went smoothly. I did 1 mistake xp. but not very obvious cos everybody turning i turn the other way. HAHA. I almost lost my steps luh. haha. Got trophy for inter class basketball medal for inter house basketball and medal for top scorer 1.6km(: so my bag ended up realy heavy. with all the clothes inside. I lent Danielle my skirt. HAHA. Gonna see her in it later. And SNAP! ahahah. post it on. Its going to be stay over so wont come on later. THANKS EVAN FOR CHOCOLATE!! soon I will have no chocolates treat from you anymore): I gave them the farewell notes they almost teared. lol. But didnt I failed la. I got my clothes iron my earrings on hair tied bag packed but there seem to something I havent do. I will think about it. Bye!
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Change For the Better(;
Monday, November 12, 2007
Oh well today was basketball as I said. My class lost my 6 PATIENCE I still love you guys! hahaha. I did my best but it just wasnt meant so be it. Luyi Evan Jac Jia Jia Yasira Maria Rachel Nicole Andrea Natasha Priscilla Tiara Jae Young You did a great job! And to the rest thanks for cheering us on although we were like behind for like 20 over goals. And to sam we did our best and we didnt let Miss Chua down all she wants is our best okayy(: and the main point wasnt winning it was having FUN and yes I had fun. It was continued by Basketball Inter House. Changed out to my Green shirt. Jt knows. hahaha. and first game was with Fearon. Won. Second game Cooke. Won. Third game Tolley. Won. Won but not happy. I mean okayy I dont wanna make a fuss about it. But tht group of ppl were cheering for Tolley. So we were okayy with it at first. But they got overboard. So then a few of us quite pissed. DEN I think it was too obvious so Miss Goh had to talk to us. She and her velupciousnus(wtv its spelled lazy to check dictionary so dont correct me) argh la. So den we went to eat and den went back to get Jt bag. Den aftrer everything went to practise the dance for nativity. New steps and I got it! dont have to trouble over it anymore. HAHA. Soon school over ready then we were waiting for Jt den she didnt turn up so we jus walk down. I left a miss call she called me back and den told her we at bus stop already she ws like dont ask Danielle to wait for me cos I going Vivo to get the stuff for Grad night. HAHA their item super funny. HAHAHA..okayy thts it BYE(:
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Im sorry maybe it was just me.
Sunday, November 11, 2007
alright I shall blog about yesterday since I did not cos I was not in the mood yesterday. Had Pepper Dinner(Pepper Lunch) for dinner.. HAHA..went to get my green shirt for Inter House Basketball and den realise I dont have a decent yellow shirt for Nativity so got 2 shirts. Just wondering if we should change plan for Grad night. what we plan like super plain. and and evan bought the earrings WHITE somemore the one I got la. EVAN!! hahaha. I should go buy a black one instead. hahaha. and tmr is like the finals for inter class basketball and start of inter house basketball. man beckah dont push around any more. Poor jacqueline luh. like 3 times leh. HAHA.. and guys stop asking me wat I am doing online cos its either i go friendster visit blogs or talking to friend. Yes. And thanks therapist for tht long long long post. And hon to you Im sorry okayy maybe it was just me all these while. But sometimes I just feel neglected. but since its overv dont talk bout it anymore yea. just get well soon. and you'll do me a great favour just by taking good care of yourself(: LOVES
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I am almost dropping it.
Saturday, November 10, 2007
Today was boring. and mixed of emotions. deep in thoughts. Jt you never want me to let go but this time you are telling me to. I think you sense something too eh? so to you I have been hinting to you but I dont think you get it maybe cos you never ever visit this website again. I cant control jealousy. I just dont wna give it a damn. I am scared when I just say it out I'll just lose it. I'm tired of it. & yes I dno whats happening there cos Im not there myself. I never noe when isit true or when isit a lie. Tell me what to do. You used to be the one I trusted the most but now Im worried. I am lost. I am losing it and Im afraid you too. I didnt wna let go but if its necessary I got nth to do.I dont like it this way.
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I cant do nothing abt it but I chose to.
Friday, November 09, 2007
Today dentist appointment was like painful la. The dentist just fix the ring in. And now I dont want braces cause its like I dont wan those rings to be there its uncomfortable. 12.30pm took bus to cold storage met Pris there waited for Jac and Danielle in the taxi and the stupid dont noe what meter still running la. Danielle late..hahaha...she was feeling so guilty. Like as usual. we reached there like 1h earlier den the others. changed out to PE and FBT and then cos Danielle didnt have a FBT so Sam lend hers to her cos shes away. And she arh duno how she put it on la. She was like SO TRANSLUCENT! we were like its is like tht one what. We played game after tht and then I twisted my ankle. Walk walk walk cannot take it rest. And it so happen tht Priscilla have an ankle guard and didnt want to use it so I put it on and it lasted me the whole afternoon and I dont feel any pain. But now occasionally I still feel the pain. Yea but anyway. I played like C GD GS for the carnival. and didnt play WD. My gosh can I say I dont miss my old position? hahaha. Break for us was fun la. We were eating grapes( not me but the rest) den tht girl I duno whats her name die dont kill me but shes nice den she was like whose mouth very big can throw the grapes in then Danielle was like me me me! so after 3 tries it finally went in.hahaha it was fun fun..den yea after everything over we went to change and apparently today was just not Danielle's day she drop her wallet into the toiletbowl I was like looking into the cubicle with my mouth wide open and there she is putting her finger into the toiletbowl taking her wallet out. Jac and I ran away, her following behind. hahaha. Den walked to Bus stop and and and Pris was painting her nails there imagine okayy. Vain Pok la you Pris. hahaha. Nevine Jamie Beckah and I alight at Orchard den took MRT. Had fun inside the MRT especially Nevine la damn funny. And was so pai seh can.
*reaching the next station
Nevine: bye.
szelin: Oh your alighting? oh okayy bye.
Nevine: No you are alighting.
szelin: hahahahaha
I was like blur la. Alight with Jamie. then went to bus stop and Jamie left like immediatly cos her bus. hahaha.. and there I am waiting for my bus. For like dont noe how long la. Came home. Ate before I bathe. No training until 2 weeks ltr. Its going to be bored. But plan to go nevine's hse together with Jamie. hahaha..Alright bye.
I dont like the lost feeling. can you treat me like you used to? I am scared I dont know when your going to let go. I still love you(:
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Yes ur so hot.
Thursday, November 08, 2007
You're kissable and cuddly;You're lovable and sweet;You thrill me every minute,And sweep me off my feet.You're charming and disarming,Desirable and true.You inspire and impress me, And that's why I love youI bought my shoes((: yay! try it our tmr...carnival dentist appointment...hmm...got to call JL ltr i cant get her now...hope tmr gna be fun...and and JT say she gtg while talking to me cause she wna watch loveless...-.- -.- -.-...3 times and ur not suppose to roll ur eyes...hahaha..idk what to say but I am waiting....hahaha..evan noe what i mean.
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Love tht endures is love tht will last.
Wednesday, November 07, 2007
Yesterday didnt come online so didnt post but yesterday was basketball inter class manage to make it to finals..our prayer worked(: vs kindness nxt monday && inter house(: Gage brown gna rock the court!..haha..and den training all th way game-d..haha..almost like every game same defender luh...hahaha JT boink boink..lol...haha...today only went sch for 1h...nv receive letter luh..tsk..den went to NUH to extract teeth..tht dentist in charge of me like damn gentle when injecting my lower but change to th other dentist like he dont give it a damn and just inject it all th way..wth la..and den extraction take place..haha..it was like totally numb i cant feel my lips i thought it was swollen lor.hahaha...amd it was bleeding and bleeding...luck to all extracting their teeth man..hahaha...i am bored luh like tht JT la its like 9.42 and she go bathe..wth...and today is 7th(: 11 more days(: yay!
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I want you by side I feel down
Monday, November 05, 2007
today chinatown heritage and something funny happen shall not state if not Miss Chua kill me...hahaha...Bought egg tarts it was like 1 for $1.10 la ex okayy...anyway went back to sch break then we didnt go up cos we were talking to miss seng in the canteen..hahaha...den went back only like 10min left to practice dance...hehehe...den went to eat chicken rice down the road...jac got all the funny pic...to ___ no jealousy...hahhaa...we were drinking soup from straws..hahaha...hilarious...and den Jt got bear bear dont want give me...walk to bus stop..snap snap snap...until jacky butt got wet...hahha she sat on the grass luh..went into bus snap snap snap again...all candid...hahaha...reach and then i need go toilet again like last fri also...den ran 2 rounds...do running thingy..drill...and and I dont owe SAM anything okay everybody here can be witness...hahahaha..and before leaving was stupid...
*SAM and jac leaving
danielle: Jac left her wallet with me.
szelin: really?
*runs to jac
sze lin: you forgot something
jac: what? i got my wallet handphone
sam: oh ur shoebag!
jac: i didnt bring my shoe bag
szelin: danielle you sure?
danielle: yea.
*take out jacs wallet
szelin: here wallet is here danielle!
danielle: No u see.
*took out a wallet from pocket.
szelin: thats my wallet!
*LAUGHS
it was stupid can...and SAM i mention your name!! hahahaha...kayy i am a good buddy(: hehehe...okay tired tht it bye.
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Your love has drunk me
Sunday, November 04, 2007
Back here. Janelle were u testing me or really send wrong person huh? hahahaha...I am getting bored...Namira is entertaining me...hahaha..kayy waiting for Janelle to get online shes gonna take a long time..No school is boring luh...tmr school excursion to the boring china town heritage place then come back training...as in in smss..juniors got training in school also la..Wrote personal msg...Jt better write it horh..I am tired...I hate my computer la it just dies anytime...sickening thing...argh...webcam luyi den suddenly die...talk to Jt sudenly die...argh...Anyway this is second part of my post starting from wrote personal msg cos com dies den cannot comee blog until now which is 7...yea..cant wait for tmr..((:
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No matter what ppl will say I'm running after you
Saturday, November 03, 2007
today sis Graduation concert...went there saw all the cute little nursery ppl dancing(: they were so adorable luh...hahahaha...but I was so tired I hardly paid attention...went home spoilt my mood dun wna talk bout it...argh..anyway my rubberband snapped and i swallowed it...hahaha...And I cant find a dentist tht can fix it back..lousy...Luyi is so happy cos she got a new laptop-.- hahahaha..and and she is chewing on ahem ahem...hahaha..she noes herself...lol..okayy nothing much luh...
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I still miss tht sweet smile.
Friday, November 02, 2007
Oh well todays dental appointment check and put on the rubber bands...its uncomfortable man...And I found out tht I have to extract 4 teeth God save me luh...tsk...have to get it done by next next week wish me luck..next fri appointment will be putting of rings which I got no idea what it is..lol...and then next next week the braces will be on..after appointment went to Grandma's hse den after tht pick up my sis and went to PS I noe I am not suppose to be there in the middle of school hours but they are off at Health Zone and nobody will be in sch..so 12+ i head for sch and arrived at sch when they came back...Evan bought me chocolates((: THANKS(: and then had fun with Ms Seng with those lame jokes JT came up with on the spot..hahaha...after tht walk down to Macs again for lunch...Danielle ate 2 burgers AGAIN...goodness...hahaha...den took a bus reach there at about 3+ late...XP...hahaha...but excuse luh...it was tiring today run continuosly for 10min 30 sit-ups(managable) and the kicking thingy for 2min 30s...it was split into 5sets of 30s so Jac was like eh woa 6min altogether leh..haha...how excellent can her maths be?? lol...did stretching the split one killed me..tsk..hahaha...and den head home...not exactly home but accompanied Pris to Macs again and Putting on weight luh tsk....den after tht they walk me to bus stop and i realise bus stop got no 139 so I ran and join them in the MRTstation...hahaha..and then they were nice enough to alight with me at Boon Keng and walk me to the bus stop at towner as in the other side(: Thank You luh(: and then I walk all the way home(: and in the bus going to PS I was trying to figure out where danielle will alight the bus..haha..itwas funny...but the bus ride was boring Music-ing all the way...when we were going for training it was raining heavily we wanted to cab there but danielle arh...she very sheng qian so didnt in the end and went there late..hahahah..27th training might be cancelled hahahhaa...my chalet day!! hahahaha...when we were on our way to macs in PS this group of girls from duno what sch wearing a yellow top pass us...and then whisper whisper..hahahaha...Pris and I was like eh weird ppl...ahahaha...in Macs we saw this girl tht look like beckah both of us were like HUH?!?!? hahaha den realise it was someone else...lol..okayy thts it..(:
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We went all high
Thursday, November 01, 2007
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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