Getting sick of living my life
Wednesday, October 31, 2007
well nativity play can see the flow of the dance already...its cool(: hahahaha...and I got a shock today thinking igot tuition but my tuition end already-.- haha...watch freedom writers I think today..very touching show..(: and comments are wanted in friendster(: hehehehe...i am getting sick of living my life its getting boring luh...no revision to do..nothing to attend cos ankle..blah blah blah..argh...and jt stop rolling ur eyes at me before I -.- you luh...hahhaa...pissed pissed pissed...argh...and announcement to all...if netball_kelly add u on msn dont accept thank you(:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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WHOOHOO!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007


kay i am getting all excited...erm erm evan noes it...I edited the photo and i think its nice..hahaha i should blog it on...
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Memories..
Okayy today Danielle and I was running round the whole school asking if any ppl wants to order photo...yah...and amazingly today I can run and jump so i join them in the game(: and i had fun fun! the juniors are like suffering hahaha they are having exam while we are going crazy...well in the morning thought of steps for nativity play it wasnt tht bad...Nabilah and I got out some ideas(: but the other groups got cool moves good job! hahahaha...yea but lots of ppl getting pissed with ____* especially jac hahahaha...okayy yea...den we went to AVA for another show and its "Facing The Giants" this time and most of us watch already...yea..and we went to look for Ms Goh for the pictures...and found lots of cool pictures those good times luh...I shall post it look down there...hahahaha...It include some of perth, our victory treats, victory, and this years captain ball game students against teachers and KL trip..hahaha...look i can fly okayy...lol...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Give me tht hot smile of Yours
Monday, October 29, 2007
Today was okay..after assembly went up to AVA...watch some videos talk abt nativity play...yea..then watched crime watch den bell ring we dont noe continue watching..haha...den recess ate then went to the court everyone else playing I sat down there watching very pitiful okayy...tsk...then went up to AVA and then watched Aqeela and the bee...if thts the title...after finish watching show still got sometime so i started folding straw hearts...evan got addicted to it...haha..font size okayy right lao shi...haha..and ppl i am okayy dont get worry...and I just realise tht friday got outing and I am going to dentist wa lao i want go la..pissing..haha..my ankle is recovering...I cant believe I ran kayy...lol...I felt my phone vibrating I immediatly ran out of sch answer the phone call...hahaha...and I made 90++ straw hearts yay!! hahaha...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Never Regret Loving You
Sunday, October 28, 2007
kayy erm changing phone give advice please! mine W580i cannot be mine lerh...too expensive lerh...maybe get yasira's phone..but I want sony..argh..dun noe la...heheh...but anyway today for lunch a slice of pizza 3 wantons and tht it...i made 70++ straw hearts lurh...haha..i becoming expert...i should go compete with danielle one day..hahha...think i am changing skins lerh...getting bored so yea..bye!
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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I am so loved.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
kayy to ppl tht are not proud of their names I dont know what to say...yea low self esteem...hais..if you think ure doing the right thing continue to spam just warn tht teachers do find their way to my blog through links somehow...and I somehow know who you are so if chers come ask me I would shoot if they dont ure lucky..dare to say then dare to put ur name la...loser...shameful to have a junior like you and I pity your juniors like what I've said...so shoo off...Dont think I will be affected by what you say cause those are just rubbish and rubbish goes to the bin...I am getting use to all these stuff and I seem to have no anger no sadness towards these stuff...So try another way...
Okayy lets not talk about those ppl...anyway yea today had pizza for lunch yea(: hehe...and i got the same attitude towards CCA as Rezwana haha its time to vent our anger...I hav to do another thing nowadays since my ankle is in this state...hahaha...yea...I cant cough properly my stomach muscles still hurts...bleh...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Maybe it was just fake
Friday, October 26, 2007
I duno how to express my feelings...i wna tell you straight but I am afriad i will hurt ur feelings...have this thought ever went through ur mind tht you will hurt someone?? i doubt so..you have to make everything worst by telling me everything now plus all the pain i had..maybe deep inside you just feel like killing me...all the jokes taken as serious matters...You dont know me well i guess...friends come and go...I am not dwelling on it too much...I lost trust in the one tht i can always rely on...Its not the same anymore..
just receive info tht i am getting my braces on friday...and it means i need to go fr dentist treatnebt during school hours again..hais...and i got training on tht day...hais...
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Tht friend thts not a friend
erm okayy my title explains it all dont wna talk bout it...erm..permission to take the lift(: hahaha...and my friends benefit from it...hahaha...malay class learnt numbers-.-...yea..and then today we were suppose to take the number of steps we take for the morning excercise...but i got excuse have to take it alone nxt week..tsk..and then recess today not active derh so made straw hearts..hehehe...i wanted to buy straws but dont have...haha all thanks to danielle i got addicted to it...hahaha...today was fun(: after recess AVA room HSM2 song in there niceeee but the movie itself quite dramatic...hahaha..yea..then walk down with those going training then they went eat chicken rice and i went home...i miss training): stupid ankle..yea thts all(:
you aint suit to be my friend you only taught me bad stuff like what danielle said if i havent mix with you i will still be the goody goody student...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Being string is my weakest link
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Maybe its because you dont know me well you dont cherish your friends enough you dont bother how others feel you dont think before you speak...You said I changed maybe I did but you changed more than me...I dont know how long more I have to tolerate before you get back to your normal self...Maybe what I am feeling now is not the worst...You might feel it but you started it...you said you cant get over me but did you think of what will happen after i know bout it..no you never did..you better change or you will suffer in future...I am teeling you this cause I dont want you to suffer in future...
it seems like nobody noes how i feel
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Take away my pain.
I am aching everywhere...tsk...from top to bottom..my ankle hurts like xiao...okayy erm today went for CIP teach them young its finally like over...I was in-charge of the freeze and melt I changed with bilah coz of my ankle...yea...and then took the camera for once...they were all oh so adorable la..hahahaha...and then they understand us so not tht bad..yea..then after tht when we were about to leave they were like Hi-5! hahaha...they were like I want Hi-5 I want Hi-5..so cute lurh..but before tht we went to the childcare which was just opposite...we saw this so freakinf cute boy! hahahaha i manage to snap a photo with him it is in Ms Seng's camera..super cute..I carried him he was going to cry I quickly put him down he was eating apple hahaha...I love kids luh...okayy wen back to sch...Hopped down the stairs...and den went for lunch we were super famished lor..hahaha...almost fainted..the bus ride back to school was super funny..JT and Ms Seng...all bout jealousy and so on...hahaha...and den after eat went to look for Ms Seng gave us the list to order the forms danielle and I went to put it up...and she taught me how to make straw hearts!! hahaha...yay! and we ordered the food for farewell party(: hehe..me and danielle didnt noe what to choose...so most Ms Seng say..and den suddenly Jac came look for me saying tht Ms Chua is looking for me and is angry I was so scared when I went back up to class we actually smile-.-...hahaha...after sch went to bandage my ankle...and then i slept in the car I was so damn tired luh...then went to dentist fr my appointment...yea and then went home...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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& Terrible moment of my life
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
kayy today like ran around the sch..hahhahaha..we were helping miss teo with tht subject thingy...and i got like 200+ for just normal morning no play...and then during recess, I like got 3000+ steps with playing netball...I am the highest!! hahahaha...kayy then went back to class look round the whole school for Miss Seng cannot find her..went back to class finished 2 profile books den play tai di..hahahaha...den time passed so quickly its time to go for training...we walk down then went to macs...Danielle ate 2 burgers for goodness sake la...kayy then we walk to bus stop...whole gang: danielle priscilla may yin jacqueline june evan and I...yes waited for the bus...then yes the bus came like finally went up...den we were talking damn loudly can..hahaha...then we were taking candids and listening to songs(: when we reach we called sam den made our way to canteen couldnt find her...den jac called her den I saw her..she was like oh there you are...she ran round hahaha..all the way from the bus stop..hahaha..den I got tummy ache..so went to toilet but cleaner cleaning so went staff toilet..hahaha..den sam was like hurry up!! we are late!...yea..so we went change...den late den they all started running...so iris ran with us...3 rounds round and its not little..tht feeling is goody goody...then after 3 rounds went do stretching..and its not a team thing....everyone do their own stretching):..sad huh..I know hahahah...then went to the court slack awhile started stations...erm 1st station sprints...5sets...den is the pull ups...died...30s stay there...den tht station tht make me sprain my ankle...the hop up hop down station..and i have to sot out for one game..yea..I am ice-ing it now...it was painful at first but then after ice-ing it there felt much better so yea can join in...yea...played tht game and 1st time we had to do 25 situps and then 2nd time we had to do 15 push-ups and 15situps..den is the drill tht abs drill ahh!! it killed me my abs are going to hurt tmr..xiao can...9 sets of 10..claps...since evan wasnt training she encourages me on..she was so not convincing la..hahaha..den muscles almost pulled...its like it pull pull and its going to snap anytime..rubber band yes rubber band evan...so yes we did bridge as stretching...then its the end...we were like totally late late late!! so its like eh hurry! hurry! den i cant zip my damn bag so i slowly slowly but still the zip spoilt..crappy la...so i went home with my bag unzipped...I had difficulty walking home look how far it is la...it was crazy...yea...i was drained with perspiration when i got home..and den i bathe eat yea den ice...Jt is angr with me for some reason..duno why...and to tht someone my cheer up okayy I am always here((:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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& Say Tht You Wanna Hold my Hands too
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
okayy today not bad luh...went to class den got growing years series...well I was hardly listening all the way talking...hahahaha...okayy..erm then went to malay class again...today basically verbs and everything...then went back free time! play dai di...hahhaha...well okayy la..until Miss Chua came in what are u all playing? jac went to tell her then nvm continue playing...hahaha..then we went to meet ms seng in the hall...before the rest came we were playing with parachute thingy...hahah..we had a wail of the time...haha...den when the rest came discuss bout teach them young..actually i dont get a single thing..but after discussing i finally get it..haha...then saw our photo...luckily my face wasnt cut it almost got...i already been cut out in class and prefect okay no more...hahaha...okayy then stay back for hmt go play com...when class end lao shi was funny
laoshi: eh na xie P5 the yi jin zou le ni men mei you shang ke de hai mei xia ke na xie you shang ke de yi jin xia ke le! kuai dian shut down.//eh those P5 hmt girls lessons over already those dont have lessons one still havent end lessons yet! quick shut down!
she was cute..Jac stay back with me since evan went for RGS training...yea...and then Jac say she wait for me in library so after class i went to library but cannot find anyone...den i heard background:"Eh! jacqueline lee!" den i stuck out my head and look down JACQUELINE LEE! like thrice...and then she was like eh! and i couldnt see anyone actually she was above me..lol....it was damn freaking funny la...den we went into the library..okay cards den somehow aunty grace saw den she was like eh no ok playing cards...den we stuff it in our pockets..hahah..i wore jac specs throughout gave back only when i reach bus stop..hahaha...den i came home bathe eat den ltr this fortune teller came haha she was cool..hahaha...okayy...thts like kinda all...(:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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I Love Hi and hate Goodbyes
Monday, October 22, 2007
okayy somehow the com I am using dont allow changing colours for fonts):..kayy but anyway THANKS EVAN FOR TH KIT KAT!!..hahaha...she gave me 2 on one day and 1 today! yay!! well didnt really do much today went for malay lessons..but only learn like about 8 words...for tht twin i think mine is correct(:...den went back to class get beckah and bilah to help with the carrying of stuff...yes then we met miss seng outside staff room...then she told us to ask for permission to help her take stock..yay! 3rd yr...hahaha...and some of you should know taking stocks means slack and play in games room! hahahaha...we went to the hall first then we were skipping and counting the stuff in malay...I got stuck half way..but I know number 9! thanks to the MRT announcement thingy...lolx...okayy then headed for games room!!! hahahaha...immediatly took the table tennis bat and the ball then play! hahaha okayy sorry evan the ball wasnt meant for u meant for becky...lolx...while bilah very hard working count he stocks i feel bad kayy...ahahaha...then after tht play floorball...imagine la in tht small space...lol...and then to the cca room...while jacky evan becky laze around me bilah counted the bibs...yes and then went up...and we left netballs halfway done bases not done tea balls not done...hahahaha...we told ms seng we cant find it..and then b4 tht she gave us a bunch of keys...den we didnt use it so this was what happen...
Jacky: Ms Seng why you give us these keys arh?
Ms Seng: For you to open the cupboard in the games room.
Sze Lin: Huh? Got cupboard meh?
Ms Seng: Have!
Bilah: have arh?
Ms Seng: have is the one you go in... (so on)
Sze Lin: But just now when we were playing floorball we....
Ms Seng: You were what?!
Becky: Oh okayy zinny lets go and do th stuff...
(ran off)
It was damn funny la..hahahaha...den beckah and I go count the weighing scales around the school...then only got 9 la...hahahaha...oh and then I went into this P3 class Mdm Halimah was inside...I knock knock she was scolding this person..then she was like:" When this this happen? (look at me) Wait arh!" she was fierce la..lol...okayy yes...Then after everything we went to the Maths Room to join others..Nothing to do sit there rest a while...hee...then i went i get my stuff and evan's and jacky's...i look like so aunty carrying 1 adidas handcarry 1 adidas sling bag and one crumpler...and 3 bottles of the same design..hahahaha...and then met jacqueline at the stairwell with the thousands of plastic bags!! hahahaha...okayy thts all I guess...To jt again...eh cheer up la dont emo in front of the fan can...and I better stop you from running before you faint okay...I didnt run as much la...cheer cheer cheer!
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Tales To Tell
Saturday, October 20, 2007
Okayy erm yesterday went to Square 2 for Sakae Sushi!! Evan I know you are jealous admit it...hahaha...erm yes...Pris! I saw lots of nice nice clothes!! hahaha...Chi New Year go there shop shop luh...and then got perfume on sale for only 4 bucks but I didnt buy it !! hahaha...Anyway yes everything is changing...okayy ppl are changing...kayy lets get happy...erm erm...Anyway grats rose girl you found someone! hahaha...cherish(:...Just dont hanky pranky around me as I said...kayy and yes...got a msg to JT(: although you might have read it in you tagboard Cheer up yea(: I know how it feels...Its not a good feeling...and zai ni zui shui ruo de shi hou wo yi ding hui zai ni bei hou zhi chi ni(:...and I am not luo shuo la dont like it isit..okayy luh...dunt kidnap me to ss...hahaha...and yes i feel tht shes sucking up too but what can we do? Nothing so might as well let it rest...Call me when your down(: I cant promise I will cry with you but I will always be there yea(: 5yr babe tht friendship will remain(:yepps this is it(: kinda long eh...and at least you said quote from me jt...hahaha...okayy and my damn sis hack into my account and go add my friends...wa lao damn what la...like so lonely got no friends must add my friends argh...okayy erm...and theres no one online-.-...and no one tagged-.-...sian...tmr school starts...sian...and tht means our scripts are already mark...oh die! not sian anymore la worried xia...count down to results day luh! ahh!!chill...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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LOVED
okayy I edited this skin i am poud of myself((: yayness...lol...okayy yes roseanneI will be happy...dont bash me up..lol...to sam cheers okayy...up and downs of life...I overcome it you can too okayy(:...erm...everything is changing...I dun noe what problem will come nxt...life is scary...okayy...err...ppl who found my blog do me a favour by not linking me I dont want the fan person to find his or her way here...hmm...today nothing much la...going out ltr...yepps okayy tata...bye bye(:
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No Matter What I'll Still Love You(:
Friday, October 19, 2007
kayy in the morning went to grandma hse den pick up sis den went to PS starbucks to meet jacs to go meet ms seng at pepper lunch place...okayy i wasnt the last person who reach jt was even later than me lor..okayy we sat down there joking and laughing...joking bout the skit...okayy root beer makes me high...hahax...okayy after the fun we went to walk walk at PS...walk around go into shops and then I wasted my 10 bucks on this necklace I got the same one as pris la...okayy...glen paid extra $2.90 for me thanks man!...okayy den talk bout birthday and everything...and its countdown to my birthday!! hahax...soon soon!! chalet!! hahas...27 28 29...u'll hear from me soon(:..okayy den went to arcade(((:...but sadly the neoprint machine nomore liao...yepps...den ms seng jac and I was playing tht music thingy...twice...hahaha...stage 4 not bad...lolx..den the rest spend money on tht stupid machine la...hahahaha...okayy then we headed for swensense tgt with ms seng again...she was broke...kayy anyway it was fun sitting beside tht danielle...lol...okayy den to the end may yin and desirae was like "ms seng we need to go pang sai" we were like laugh out loud la...den miss seng u two come PS to PS arh...lol...den next came june and pris...june said "miss seng we need to go to lao sai" hahahahaha...danielle beside me laugh like xiao making me laugh like xiao..damn funny...LS...den jt came miss seng I need go toilet...den I was like pang jio!! hahahaha...kayy....den we were talking bout the anonymous on my blog..ms seng was like sms me wen ur home...hahahhaahaha...den jac was like eh call me when ur home...den I got a sms from glenda saying sms me when ur home..hahahaha...I am loved!! they care...hahahax..I went home with jac on the same MRT line for once...I stopped at boon keng as usual and den walk home...with the fear tht the anonymous person wil come up to me man...tht loser...wtv la anyway yes I sms ms seng when I am home...den she was like safe and sound? hahaha..I called glenda but I didnt call jac..she s busy la some cell thingy...but yes I am safe and sound...yea...sms ____ and she was trying to hint me something but i dont get it...ask ____ she duno how explain...aiyah ____ say go ask _____ but _____ not online...so I am still trying to figure out whats tht...
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I miss you(:
Thursday, October 18, 2007
kayy came back from camp and bathe eat went into my bedroom read bible knock off...bed was comfy...2 nights of hard floor but got air-con...okayy here it goes1st day-went to camp ppl started saying how small my bag is tht can fit everything and its handcarry...yea...den found out our groups...CLAUDIA!!!! it includes myself luyi jia jia may yin desirae beverly sarah xing xing seo rin gina eleanor who is the other one oh gosh i forgot...okayy nvm but yes our name tag our banner and scoreboard filled with creativity...hahax...we had sessions with pastor sam he really touched me making me weep like what...but overall its a good feeling...praise and worship was nicey..learnt hand sign for "how great is our god" from molly a lady tht came from america together with melissa...and we had captains ball sindhya was there and my shirt got ripped by her...as in seriously rip...at where my shoulder is...she was like "eh u got the ball from me...grabbed my shirt pull....and I was like ahh...kayy then after a few more minutes I cant take it and went to bathe...dinner den worship again...den free time in the hall air-con on...and den lights out...jt music was so freaking loud she was asleep I was trying to sleep..sleep wake up few times...drink water...lolx...
2nd day-woke up at 6.45 blur blur...almost late...but i was 30s early...wahaha...okayy...erm morning excercise played soccer my team won 7 to 1...okayy I thought the other team suppose to be better but okayy no...den had breakfast...no reli good la...den worship nice songs again...den lunch den GAMES!! haha okayy we got lots of teamwork and I like it tht way...and I got the romeo and juliet thingy..haha...I hated the drinking thingy...imagine okayy...ginger peanut butter bitter gourd chilli and maybe I forgot some stuff...and drinking them...omg imagine..I puke..but I helped jia jia drank the last bit...den we did the skit to gain points...it was damn funny....but the spider web station tht girl was unfriendly...and okayy at night was free time for 3 hours I think...den netballers hanged out at the netball court...singing star gazing lyin gon the ground...it was so nice and warm the sky was purple and orange...I so hope I can share it with you...I ran 4 sprints 2 touch line and all round the court..den we sang and so on...it was nice...den went back to hal to do skit....and did twice den played cards...den truth or dare..its the most embarrassing moment of my life la omg...den want me stand on the chair....wrap sleeping back around me like skirt...den use the fan blow from beneath do sexy pose...omg la but I didnt do it...everybody was surrounding me almost everybody in the hall ms goh was like "eh sze lin you should be very sexy one how come like tht" crap can...argh...okayy den I spin and I spin myself!! but didnt do anything...hahah...tht night once I lay down I knock off...I was in between jt and jl..hahaha...vefore free time was forum...it touched me again...
as for today...morning breakfast was okayy for me((: no praise and worship sad...I wan pastor sam talk...hahaa...but what I realise is every speaker tht comes start talking bout homo-sexual gay and lesbian...hahaha...okayy...I was counting down the hours I have to get my phone back...I was desperate la...okayy I got 4 smses and 4 miss calls...haha...I didnt off my phone and my ringtone was at vol. 6 lah...lol...yea...made new friends in the camp(:...to unknown ppl stop freaking me out okayy...especially to the ambobi person...I dont need a friend like you...so dun crap around...tmr got lunch with ms seng and team pepper lunch!!...hahax...okayy think tht like all...just wna share wat I learnt..god wil love you no matter what...I noe i owe you guys lots of pic soon soon okayy(((:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Monday, October 15, 2007
1. 4 names in your inbox?** Jacqueline Ms Chua Nadia Katherena2. your main ringtone?** When Your Gone XD3 . what u did at 12 last night?** Trying to Sleep.4. who was the last person u talked with? about what?** Jacqueline; What to wear tmr.5. the color of the t-shirt you're wearing now?** White.6. the last thing u did?** Type.7. 3 of your everyday favorites** SMS; MSN; Thinking bout today.8. the color of your bedroom?** Pink.9 . how much money in your wallet now?**No idea.10 . How's life?** Bad eh?1 1 . your favorite food?** Long list.12. what will you do next weekend?** Trying to forget.13 . when's the last time u met yourdad?** No idea.14. where is he now..?** Malaysia.15 . When was the last time you talkedto him?** No idea.16. who is the last person that texted you?** Jacqueline.17 . where did u have your dinner lastnight?** Void deck.18. the last gift u've got?** Tmr receiving one.19. last thing u borrowed from yourfriend/relative** $$23. What do you feel now?** Tht feeling.28 . Last food you ordered atMcDonalds?** Double Cheese Burger.29. The last time u felt so sad?** Just.30 What is your wish for tomorrow?** Be a better day(:kayy back here like always...anyway dont be worry la be okayy in a few days or weeks time...slowly...tmr going for camp and i packed already...hope it will be fun tgt with luyi and jia jia...yea it will be fun...so i guess it will be a better day..will be bringing my phone so yea can still sms me...will reply!! late or immediatly you will stil get a reply...We know not where this winding road will lead. Let's venture on hand in hand. So tell me now, tell me you'll never leave me alone...got this from chermaine...like it((:..hahax...and the lyrics of inconsolable from backstreet boys too...yea...its so nice after the rain...okayy sorry back here no talking bout mother nature as promise to JT...its gonna get scary again...ms seng say there will be captains ball in the camp so rejoice...hahax...will love solve it all? or will it just deepen my wound...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Sometimes the feeling comes
Saturday, October 13, 2007
FaithOfTheHeart <3> from jt(: must tag okayy when tagboard can be seen...amd 97% is just something la its not true one...okayy...yesterday planned to play basketball again but after a few balls went to buy bbt..den when I went back cousins say go internet cafe play counter strike...so i tagged along...played for bout 1h of counter strike den continue play audition...this surely keep me from thinking...come here all i do is play play play...and laughter what I need most now(: played audi at cousins hse again i help her increase 1 level to level 4 okayy for a beginner its not bad okayy....my lamer cousin went for work so not tht fun this time...freaking bored jt doesnt talk much online...and she say her blog will be alove after PSLE but i dont think so...yes jt our life is getting boring but we still have to go on...cheer la...okayy i am feeling better so dont have to ride on my mood swing so frequently anymore...maybe going www with cuzzie on monday...depends...
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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Thx for making sure I am alright;
Friday, October 12, 2007
Sorry for being scary friends...give me some time it heals...Mum sorry for talking about mother nature I know its not me to talk about mother nature I am not tht type...to jac evan and glen sorry I ask nonsense...luyi yes i am not one...janelle pris evan glen thanks for running troughout the recess with me...yes janelle you didnt faint and yes you never fails to put a smile on my face...alright currently located at my cousins hse...yesterday did lots of stuff to just let myself perspire...10 rounds of jog 4 round of sprint 3 quarter of netball and 1h of basketball...looking at it now its kinda scary...went for my dental appointment in the morning...went back to sch at bout 10 den went for recess straight...jac got serious cramps during animations and den i had to do the last part all by my self not exactly though...andrea helped and janelle too...i sucked at putting on mascara...came across to this somehow: be thankful iin any circumstances...kinda meaningful though...Note to JT mammeh: you told me to wait and i did but now i dont wan to continue waiting...yea tht its...
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UNLOV-ED
Thursday, October 11, 2007
I knew it was going to happen someday...its just a sudden sms and thts the end...Mum be happy cause i didnt beat ur one year record...I scared it I duno when to trust and when not to trust...Forever doesnt seem to exsist...I dont like reality...I am now left all alone not knowing who I can talk to when I am down or pissed because there seems to be nobody i can trust beside you...yes it started well but was terrible at the end of it...now i believe everything comes to an end...I just wanna continue running all throughout recess tml i should date pris for tht she got the stamina...people tld me to get you back before its too long but I held on for too long and now I am going to let go...thanks mum for ur love i am going let go so dont waste ur effort...thank bao bei twin i will be strong...thx namira u are showered with love although you dont have a single idea whats happening...thanks pris for accompanying me run tmr...LOVED
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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CONFUSED;
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
life is getting so confusing...i dont wna stay in my own clique i wna just get out and get more friends okayy...
well PSLE is like over and i dont really like the free times i am having now its not really fun...as in the activities now...well next week going for teach them young and 11 netballers are teachinf like netball...yea...we tried the ball out its kinda "weak"...lolx...but yea its fun playing with tht ball...On tues yes after HMT as planned luyi tiara and I went out but somehoe evan tagged along so yea...had lunch and ya kun 1 piece of bread pathetic...we watch ball of fury it was damn funny...a show i need to laugh my lungs out...yea after tht they followed me to ps carefour to buy my FBTs..den they went home and its only like 3+ larh...wanted to ring jt up to meet me but decided not to...kayy i got this pic from evan blog will update rest like ltr...on fri i guess...and i am staying back on fri for training!! i miss training larh..today was okayy...learnt malay..yay! its fun larh...and i think i should thanks those for talking to me the whole time(: thanks especially namira she never gets bored((:
Thanks for listening to all my craps(:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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LIARS;
Sunday, October 07, 2007
Dont treat me like a fool please...Its not like I dont know whats happening, I just tolerate it...Dont say things tht you dont mean, it hurts when ppl finds out the truth...Tell me the truth I dont need lies..when you lie you need to use another lie to cover up the first lie..understand?
Kayy well back blogging...aunt woke me up at 9.15am go visit Grandparents...9h of sleep not enough okayy...I feel tired...Its amazing okayy me mood swings are getting worst...Jac becareful I might kill you...hahax...not good sitting beside me table partner...You have to suppy me with stationery and water...hahax...Jac uure doing a goood job..hahax..But ur clean colored arent doing good...hahax...kayy anyway...went to take a look at grandpa he say here very dangerous go out and sit...I am like huh? dangerous?...but I just wen out larh...stay there for 2h just watch TV might as well go home right...hahax..wake me up early in the morning go grandparents hse watch TV-.-...Science tml I am going to mug at night...I hope I can...Cause I cant...hmmm...Thts all barh...blog soon...
Hope you know how many days yea(:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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PISSED OFF;
Friday, October 05, 2007
sisters are human beings tht do nothing but get you in trouble agree? yes agree...argh...stupid people....and I found out something tht I dont wna know...argh...forget it dont wna talk bout it...But liars are hated...morning went for my last tuition...not enough sleep la...knee complaining...I feel sick):...Dont wna fall sick got 2 more pp to go...right...
12 more days hon
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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[Verse 1]You had my heart, and we'll never be world apartMaybe in magazines, but you'll still be my starBaby cause in the dark, you can't see shiny carsAnd that's when you need me thereWith you I'll always shareBecause[Chorus]When the sun shinesWe'll shine togetherTold you I'll be here foreverSaid I'll always be your friendTook an oath imma stick it out 'till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)[Verse 2]These fancy things, will never come in betweenYou're part of my entity, here for infinityWhen the war has took it's partWhen the world has dealt it's cardsIf the hand is hard, together we'll mend your heartBecause[Chorus]When the sun shinesWe'll shine togetherTold you I'll be here foreverSaid I'll always be your friendTook an oath imma stick it out 'till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)[Bridge]You can run into my armsIt's okay don't be alarmed(come into me)(there's no distance in between our love)So go on and let the rain pourI'll be all you need and moreBecause..[Chorus]When the sun shinesWe'll shine togetherTold you I'll be here foreverSaid I'll always be your friendTook an oath imma stick it out 'till the endNow that it's raining more than everKnow that we still have each otherYou can stand under my umbrellaYou can stand under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh)Under my umbrella(Ella ella eh eh eh eh eh eh)It's raining (raining)Ooo baby it's rainingBaby come into meCome into meIt's raining (raining)Ooo baby it's rainingYou can always come into meCome into me...Umbrella is currently stuck in my head...I wna stand under ur umbrella hon(((: And u can always run into my arms...when its raining more than ever we'll know tht we still have each other((: Ily(:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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HYPER;
PSLE going to be over soon...English pp was easy but Ms kok say if we think it is easy we are done for...so die larh...Maths dont wna talk bout it larh didnt have time to finish...And there was lots of water loss...to cheer me up danielle gave me some choc...nice of her...but she was evil too larh...Danielle: I think I am going to get A coz so many ppl came out crying.JT and me: Wht?? So u were hoping we come out crying la...evil larh...argh...hate maths now larh...Chinese was today easy pp...Compo was okayy...went down to macs with jt..danielle had to stay...yea...den had Mcflurry...damn la no excercise nowadays...okayy...miss netball and stuff its going to be over soon larh...yay! might be going out with lu and tiara and yas on tues after HMT pp to PS watch movie..hahax...horror or comedy i also duno..hahax...we were saying horror..but aiyah duno larh..yas was like lets go SHOPPING!! hahax...den luyi said theres smt we dont have called $$$...wen walking to macs yas saw this guy wearing a t-shirt tht show a ass...she was like omg look the back of the shirt ass!...laugh out loud larh...okayy..thts all update it soon((:
13 more days(:
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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OKAYY;
Monday, October 01, 2007
okayy jac got tht question quite fast so yea...didnt actually spend alot of time on the phone...I swear I was talking soo freaking fast...but she got it so okayy...there seem to be no time to ask some more question but I will anyway...I thought I would be so ready for it...but now when I do my tuition homework its lyk omg I dont know some questions and I start to panick...argh..its killing me...but anyway its my last time blogging after PSLE is over and I am serious this time...so HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO NATALIE NG!!...yea her birthday is on wed...and its start of eng PSLE...currently trying to memorise all the good phrases...oh yea its children's day today...So happy children day if you consider yourself as a child...for those taking exam or PSLE all the best...do ur best and god will handle the rest...right people nagging at me now...Why are you online PSLE coming soon?...hahax...right guys I already done my revision...I need a break I might just go crazy and die...I might even consider jumping down a building and commit suicide...I dont wna sit down there revising all they long I cant take it...I am not some sort of robot tht studies all they long, I am a human...sorry if I am overboard here...I miss bear bear...darh dont you dare torture it..hahax...
& maybe I just need your hug;
I am going crazy
I dont know myself well enough
I cant take anymore stress
I will love you more everyday I promise.
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